Look, I started this blog so I'd have an excuse to do someting constructive. Because I have a huge imagination--large enough I never stop thinking. But the downside is I'm really, really, really easily distracted. I've never been tested for ADD. My mind is always working, it's just only half the time it works on what I'm doing at the time, so I'm clumsy. My head always works out the logic of something big, so on big issues, I'm usually right. I often say things without thinking about them (becuase I'm thinking about something else) so on small things, I'm usually wrong. I connect weird things to each other, and though not always, I can usually think of something to say about it, so people think I'm funny. My head is about as organized as my room. I can attach a rythym to anything, so I'm great at haikus, but terrible at those stupid puzzles with mixed up rtetlse. I'm pretty good at hiding my emotions in front of people, usually, so I come off as a genuinely happy person. I'm afraid that everything I say will be wrong (unless it's a big issue that I feel strongly about) so I'm afraid to say my mind. I'm a bit insecure, and would sooner trust someone else's word than my own, so I'm a little gullible and have trouble settling my own opinion unless I stay up for a night thinking about one thing. In my mind, I idolize a lot of people, and if someone else is sure about something, I usually agree with them. I'll admit to following random people around. Though, one thing I really hate about people is when nobody listens to me, because I usually have something to say, but no one will shut up long enough to listen. I'm nervous most of the time, actually, and a bit afraid to walk up to people I don't know or people I'm afraid I come off as weird to. I actually am afraid that I stand out too much as a goofball or a geek, and I really just want people to like me. So basically, it's hard for me to keep a blog because
-I'm easily distracted
-It's hard for me to stick to something indefinetly
-Something I say might insult someone
-I might not be right
So now that I've bared my soul for everybody to see...
